First up, John Henry started daycare last Tuesday. It was a glorious day. Yes, I said it. It was glorious!!! I realize that this is not how a mom should feel about a child's first day at daycare but it's the truth. First of all, that Monday night was the first night John Henry slept through the night. He went to sleep at 8 and woke up at 6:30. Fantastic! So the fact that he slept through the night started the day out great. Second, because he woke up at 6:30 I was able to feed and play with a well rested baby before dropping him off. (I was also able to have a nice cup of coffee and some cereal which doesn't always happen). Jay and I went together to drop him off and I could tell Jay was having a harder time than I was. Since it was my last day of maternity leave I was off. Can I tell you how much I got done that day? I returned stuff, bought some new fantastic summer shoes, cleaned up the house, went to the pharmacy, went to the grocery store, dropped off gifts and borrowed maternity clothes, paid the bills, and took Lady to get groomed. I haven't gotten that much done in one day in months.
(These two pictures were taken as we were leaving to take him to daycare. The picture above is JH after he got home from daycare. See, he doesn't look like he had a bad time!)
Next up, work. I had an ambitious first day back that overall was a success. My first day back consisted of a day trip to Miami. I was out of the house by 5:30 that morning, flew to Miami to meet with my colleagues, then was back on the plane and home by 8:30. It was a long day but it was good to see everyone and I got home earlier than my originally planned arrival of 11 PM so I consider it a success.
After writing about the first day of daycare and work it sounds that we have adapted to our new schedules without any problems. Unfortunately we've struggled every day since.
I miss my son during the day. I think about him often and wish I could spend more time with him. But the truth of the matter is that I have a job that will not always allow me to be around for bedtimes or sometimes even dinner at 8 with my husband. It's a good job that challenges me and helps support our family. So until we adjust to our new schedules (or win the lotto) it will be rough. But I have every faith that after a while, we will be just fine.
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